In Memoriam

Constant, as true a friend,
Always faithful and sincere,
Reliable, most trustworthy.
Leaping, stalwart, to defend.

Aware that love could mend,
Granted smiling & with cheer
Open-hearted felicity:
Lifting troubles to no end.

Delight for life to lend
Inspiration through the year
Zested with magnanimity:
Enthusiasm un-end—

Never forgotten.
A beautiful rainbow of light shining like hope between the dark clouds, 31 July 2021, 21:16 p.m., Fairbanks, Alaska.

Note about the format: I separated the poem’s lines into stanzas because my friend was present in people’s lives in different ways. She also did not talk vaingloriously about what she did to support the community she loved — but anyone who knew where to look could always find her: a pillar of loving strength for so many of us.

A Drop of Salty Liquid

I stand at the edge
Of a drop of salty liquid:
At the verge of drowning.

Heart pained, mind numb
— Shock: although expected,
Left with an empty hole. 

A drop of salty liquid,
Just one,
Begins the deluge.

Dripping, raining, 
The torrent sweeps all away:
A black whirlpool of sorrow.

Lachrymal woe washes the darkness. 
My dolor slowly abates:
Not diminished, but fragile.

A drop of salty liquid
Can refresh the swell,
So breathe deeply, slowly…

Until…

Delicate composure,
Barely a gossamer barrier
Against the gloomy rolling waves.

Yet,
Gently, cautiously,
Light passes through:

The light of memory,
The smiles, the laughter.
Confidences sincerely shared.

A caring heart, with sparkling air,
Open arms ever embracing kindly, 
Welcoming friends, of all sorts.

Each memory twinkles in the dark,
And light dances atop the daunting waves
As drops of salty liquid swirl.

Grief and joyful friendship
Spun together:
An eddy of light and dark

Powerful enough to drag under
Or propel brightly atop the surge, upwards:
Which would she have chosen?

A simple drop of salty liquid,
A maelstrom of emotion —
Tears swirling into the stars.
Friends watching the depth of night.

New Year’s Colors

The sky crackles and thunders with short rolling pops:
Colors explode and spiral, both afar
And terrifyingly close — 
Merely across the road, opposite the silhouetted trees
That separate me
From the neighbors
Who shoot off combustibles
In this deep cold of winter
To celebrate the death of a year
And face forward like Janus
Towards a new life of hopeful health and change.

The sky crackles and thunders
With short rolling pops:
Colors explode and spiral upwards
From the ground,
Towards the clouds,
Lighting the dark sky with vivid flashes,
And creating their own cloud
Of spicy smoke residual
Against which the luster bounces
Reflecting the light’s absorption deeper into the sky
Burning with vibrant color coruscate.

Firework photos capture the light and movement in the night.